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The Dishonesty of Nostalgia at Tortuga Studios

October 18-27, 2024

 

Join artists Melita Rowston and Justine Wahlin as they infiltrate the fractured windows of nostalgia

to explore the heartache, swampy regret, and fragile sweetness of our vanished pasts.

From the Greek ‘nóstos’ and ‘álgos,’ nostalgia combines notions of ‘homecoming’ and ‘pain’. Once described as a form of medical melancholy, nostalgia is a haunting, a wistful memory for long-gone moments, places, people or possibilities. It’s an acute psychic state that, individually and in community, connects us to who we are. Nostalgia can also be a trick of the mind, a too-rosy retrospection for a ‘glorious past’, a false security blanket that’s grasped when the future is perceived as intolerably bleak...

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Justine Wahlin

Artist statement: The past is difficult terrain for the most part, full of hidden truths and formless shadows. In this work I acknowledge the mysterious recesses inside me that I traverse, seeking to find form and truth. The desire to understand stretches beyond my own timeline. The mysteries include the stories of my family and ancestors, all their hopes and dreams inside me and a search for things we learned or never learned. So nostalgia for me is melancholic, a kind of longing for sadness because at each juncture of change, sadness is there and change must happen to spark invention. In this way my work emerges from a nostalgic gaze, to uncover and sometimes bury truth. I start each work open to intention. When I let go, letting shapes, colours and layers interact, something happens and the fragments pull together declaring themselves and bring something alive in me, having been recognised in the process. These moments tell me about who I am and where I came from. Are they true? We all know nostalgia is a liar but when a piece of the heart speaks up, that’s seems good enough. I work with a range of mediums from acrylic paint to papier-mache, from large to tiny scale letting spontaneity and curiosity lead the way. Each piece feels distinct, yet together they form a connected path that throws up glimpses of a shared intergenerational knowledge.

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Melita Rowston

Artist statement: French philosopher Gaston Bachelard argued that the house is a psychic state. From cellar to attic, houses shape our thoughts, memories and dreams. Since childhood, I’ve been intrigued by Australia’s uncannily preserved ‘living museum’ homes. The absences and presences in these spaces propel me into a reverie. To this day, as I tiptoe through the whispering walls of genteel colonial relics such as Elizabeth Farm, Meerogal, Ripponlea, and Carrick Hill, (among others), I wonder about the women who moved within these private spheres. How did these domestic spaces shape and hold their hopes, desires and failings? What echoes of their lives reverberate in the antiquated dressing tables, ornaments, drawers, combs, chamber pots, and pillowcases that remain? In painting these most intimate feminine spaces, I seek to peer into their vacant mirrors and capture a reflection of contemporary women I know. Creating each portrait involved a heart-warming discussion with my subject. We chose a life event they wanted to explore emotionally. (Such as impending childbirth, a significant birthday, release from a toxic relationship or reconciling a childhood trauma). They selected a room from my documentation of historic houses that spoke to them, and we captured this precious present through posture, costume and gesture. For me, nostalgia feels like a return to somewhere that is either dangerously sad or comfortably safe. Both are dishonest. Perhaps, through this series I’m seeking to capture intimate moments in time that hold, however briefly, a simple honesty.

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